Feeling Down

        The notorious sicky, is sick once again. And being alone isn't helping at all v.v . I am feeling crappy and tried when I shouldn't. I cant sleep and im not in the right place to write (i would probably cause all my character to brake up or kill one of them). I guess i am feeling depressed? Maybe? Nah.. i don't know, me being sick makes me feel certain emotions i haven't in a while. Like the sharp items in my room, I am once again looking at them in a different set of mind. My only person that helps my out, is busy. Maybe I need a more reliable thing to get my mind off things... I don't even care about my homework, which i usually do. I am not even phased that Akicon is coming so close and I haven't got my badge. Im sleepy...and one thing will put me to sleep.
                                                                     ---Eli

New Story Coming Soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!

New story!!!

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Eli-Lightning

GO CHECK IT OUT ^_^

Gone v.v

I am soo sorry to everyone who sometimes read this, because i havnt posted anything lately

I have been busy with SCHOOL UGH

And cosplay stuff, nah its started already

Lol Ya Me and my group have been working on cosplay group names. 

We are between "Sexually Confused Dudes (SCD)" and "Organization Crossplay"

We are havin a vote tomorrow at lunch (at our school)

SCHOOL Yes its back and its UGH UGH UGH

I have two essays due this thursday/friday and nothing done v.v

I have a test due this thrus/fri

I have Math homework

And a 475page book that i have finish by the end of this month and i havnt started v.v

I am terrible at  school work

OMG I GTG LOL 

I got to go work on cosplay....i mean Homework XDDD

Alright love you guy night night 

BYES 

---Eli

Better ^-^

I  am feeling ALOT better!

I my day is good, but i have to clean the CRAZY mess in my room v.v

Its terrible -__- 

I let it get sooo bad.... its sad

Anyways I am feeling better and I just wanted to say ^-^

I LOVE YOU DANII!!!!!

I know now i will go crazy without you!

MUAH!!!

Hehe Okay later guys!!! -smiles big-

----Eli

Random Quiz (Stole from KellyJane! CX)

YOUR BOY SIDE:
[x] you love hoodies
[x] you love jeans 
[x] dogs are better then cats
[x] its hilarious when people get hurt
[ ] shopping is torture
[ ] sad movies suck
[x] you play XBOX 360/ PS2 
[x] you played with Hot Wheels as a little kid 
[ ] at some point in life you wanted to be a firefighter
[x] you owned a DS PS2 or Sega
[x] you used to be obsessed with Power Rangers
[x] you watch sports on TV
[ ] you go to your dad for advice
[ ] you own like a trillion baseball hats
[ ] you used to/collect footy collector cards
[ ] baggy sweatpants are cool to wear 
[ ] its kind of weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people
[x] green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors
[x] you love to go crazy and not care what other people think
[ ] sports are fun
[x] you talk with food in your mouth
[ ] you sleep at night with your socks on
[x] you have fished at least once
Total=13

YOUR GIRL SIDE:
[x] you love to shop
[x] you wear eyeliner
[ ] you wear the color pink
[x] you go to your mum for advice
[ ] you consider cheerleading a sport
[ ] you wear very little black
[ ] you hate wearing the color black
[x] you like going to the mall
[x] you cried watching A Walk to Remember
[x] skirts are a part of your wardrobe
[ ] shopping is one of your favorite hobbies
[x] you take around one hour to shower -just like to relax
[ ] you are/were in gymnastics/tumbling 
[x] you smile a lot more than you should
[x] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes
[x] you care about what you look like
[ ] you always/sometimes wear dresses
[] you like wearing body spray
[ ] you like high heel shoes
[x] you used to play with dolls as a kid
[] you like putting makeup on others 
[ ] pink is one of your favorite colors
[x ] you laugh more than you breathe
[ x] you absolutely love chocolate
TOTAL - 13




I am half girl half boy v.v

So this is my first blog....so i guess i should introduce myself ^-^

My real name is shelby(but do not call me that, i dont even capitalize, because i hate it so much),but call me Eli.

I cosplay ALOT. I roleplay ALOT. Lol Mostly with one certain person...^-^

Danii!~~~

I love her ALOT!
And I dont know a site where I dont mention her. She is part of my life and she forever will be.
Her and I are like twins meant to be with each other. She is my other half!

"The human race was once born with four arms, four legs, and two heads. Fearing their power Zeus split them apart forcing them to spend the rest of their lives searching for their other half."  --I've found her. 

(what she wrote for me in her journal on vampirefreaks----look  Here
I love her!!! CCX

Anyways I cosplay alot of people.

1. Demyx(KH)
2. Riku(KH)
3. Matt(DN)
4. Light(DN)
5. Soubi(Loveless)
6. Rufus(FF)
7. Naruto(Naruto)
8. Neptune(SM)
9. Miwako(PK)
10. Arashi(PK)
11. Kakashi(Naruto)

I like playing video games, drawing, singing, writing, and being with the best person in the world(Danii).

My Idols are

Adam Lambert

Kai (From Fighting Dreamers Pro)

Kelly Jane and Jenn (from Parle Crew)

I really want to meet them all!

And i am gonna meet Kai at Akicon!!!!!!!!

(Super Excited)!!!

Hmmmm I think thats it

Ask me if you wanna ask me anything ^-^