Feeling Down

        The notorious sicky, is sick once again. And being alone isn't helping at all v.v . I am feeling crappy and tried when I shouldn't. I cant sleep and im not in the right place to write (i would probably cause all my character to brake up or kill one of them). I guess i am feeling depressed? Maybe? Nah.. i don't know, me being sick makes me feel certain emotions i haven't in a while. Like the sharp items in my room, I am once again looking at them in a different set of mind. My only person that helps my out, is busy. Maybe I need a more reliable thing to get my mind off things... I don't even care about my homework, which i usually do. I am not even phased that Akicon is coming so close and I haven't got my badge. Im sleepy...and one thing will put me to sleep.
                                                                     ---Eli